Stuff…
April 11, 2005
I have this feeling to post something, yet I don’t really know where this is going. I just have this urge to write and express myself. I guess this post will be more on a personal side, in the sense that it’ll be more about myself.
Over the last couple of years, I’ve realized that I’ve changed in ways that might have been overlooked by most people but that’s okay. =D I find myself more observant than before. At times I catch myself just sitting and paying more attention to my surroundings. I feel as if I’ve begun to understand more why people act the way they do or say the things they say. And even when I don’t understand why things happen, I see them happen. I guess most of the things I see pass by most people without them realizing it. I’m not saying I’m this super talented observer though. I’m just saying that I seem to notice the little things more that I used to.
Another thing is the fact that I’m now more vocal on my views and opinions. I enjoy expressing my thoughts to people especially when they ask for it. Nonetheless, people misunderstand me sometimes. No one is perfect and I realize that there are still areas for improvement in the way I express myself. However, at the end of the day I don’t regret what I express because I know whenever I express my views and thoughts and feelings, I do it with the depths of my mind and soul. I have no hidden agenda, I don’t do or say anything to get compliments…my thoughts and views are the truest forms of myself that I can bring out to people.
I’m not out to save the world but I would love to help. I probably don’t make much difference in the world as whole but I do hope I can make a difference with people around me. In the end, it’s up to other people on whether to listen or accept my views and thoughts. I have no interest to forced my views on anyone.
Well, enough rambling for now. I should go to bed. Gotta wake up early for some errands. Catch you later.
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