Red
July 18, 2011
It’s very rare that a song will make me shed tears.
This one in particular hit the tear duds nerve going into the first minute of the song.
This song really reminds me of someone;
That someone is…
Me.
I think I am just feeling sorry for myself. Head will explode soon from all the things going through my mind. And the weather is not helping either.
I digress…
Basically there is a crisis going on in my head.
So what’s a girl to do?
The damsel-in-distress in me is telling me to curl up in a fetal position and cry it out and maybe, JUST maybe things will get better.
The strong-headed-tough-bitch in me is telling me to buck up and face reality. Nothing is going to be solved by doing nothing. I have to fight for what I want because no one, NO ONE is going to just give it to me.
But what if I’m tired of fighting for something that seems to be drifting further and further away? And what if I’m tired of crying it out?
What if there is nothing I can do about anything?
I’m tired, tired of trying since nothing I’ve tried works.
The least complicated thing of this whole situation is that I’m simply, just simply….exhausted of it all.